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I am so devastated right now. I have to know tomorrow and let it all out during the process of trying to figure it out. It's like the end of the world for me...it just breaks my heart soo much I can't even bear to think about it.
Oh my eyes will be puffy after this post.

Assurance, please.

I've been bipolar and emotional for the past month or so. It's quite annoying for him & me, but I can't help it when I'm worried about the third party or I wasn't shown what I wanted...that might be affection or attention. I need assurance, damn it - just show me some kind of sign.
Sometimes there would be random bursts of tears even when all appears to be well - I swear if I hadn't used a tissue to wipe my face, the city of Garden Grove would be trying to drain all of this salty flood water. Honestly, I've always thought that it was strong enough to where rekindling would never be necessary. Anyway, I hope I'm wrong about this all?

Third Molars are a Burden

So my bottom left wisdom tooth is killing me. Half of it is visible and it's been half under the gum since forever..it's a partial eruption I think. I totally jinxed myself after I told my mom that keeping your wisdom teeth will hurt. It started hurting the day after which was yesterday. Crap. There is no room for it! So it's colliding with the inside of my cheeks and the back of the lining of my cheek now has a cut and it is irritating and painful! As for the wisdom tooth on the bottom right, it's under my gum and impacted, eesh. I cannot wait until I take those suckers out, no matter how puffy my cheeks will get from being swollen, or how much pain I will be in after the dental operation. Heck, I could be sedated for all I care, painkillers yeeee! :D

My father said I didn't HAVE to take it out and he never took his out and his teeth are fine. Well that's not the case usually. He's wrong! But I took a look at both of my parents' teeth and they are fine o.O I guess it grew straight for them.
I was way nervous to ask my boss for a quote on taking these burdens in the back of my mouth out, but I asked anyway. She took my x-ray and I got a fairly good deal on removing the four teeth out.

The thing is, I want to take one side out right away - ASAPPPP, but I have too much going on for the next week: summer school at CSULB (Political Science 100) 9am-12:45pm Mondays- Thursdays, work, and as for the weekend...vacation in Indio with the famweezy. I cannot be going to school, work, or a family vacation looking like a chipmunk, much less not being able to enjoy food during the weekend and eating soup the whole time. OHHH, I forgot to mention that I also have another summer school course...Recent U.S. History at GWC. Even though it's online, I have to find time for doing the assignments, reading, doing homework for POLISCI 100, and all that jazz since I have work and vacation time. =(

Soon I'll be saying, "Goodbye, Summer fun." Well, temporarily.

Penne Arrabbiatta Yum

So Eddy and I were hungry one day. I wanted to go to Wendy's, he agreed. We were about to leave after I would get my keys on the counter, but he saw the grocery ads and suggested that we buy food there instead. I thought he meant buy stuff to make a dish, but he meant frozen food haha..but we ended up looking up the Penne Arrabbiatta recipes! It is one of my favorite dishes, oh how I do love Italian food! We found a very simple recipe & simple ingredients on Blogger. It is supposed to taste like Buca's Penne Arrabbiatta. It looked and smelled heavenly when the dish was completed! Better yet..it does taste like Buca.

TADA! The final product :)

Anyway, it was Andy's birthday on Saturday. We threw him a surprised party that was planned only a few hours before! It was pretty fun and it was great seeing everybody again. Boy, did we have a lot of food. It definitely filled me up. We had the Penne Arrabbiatta dish, chicken from Popeyes, salad, pizza, chocolate dunk thingies from Pizza Hut, Katie's cupcakes...etc. Half of us were playing Street Fighter in the family room. I suck. I need to learn me some moves and combinations. Then we started talking about how to jerk - the dance move where you basically skip backwards or do the running man backwards. Sounds easier than doing it! Tiffany got it down, so does Scotty poo and the birthday boy. I failed! They wanted to make a birthday "jerk" video for Andy, but I could not take part in it - not unless I KNOW how to jerk, next time guys...when I can perfect it haha.

So... shout out is easier than attempting how to jerk - "HAPPY BIRFDAY, ANDY!"The chicks & Andy - and me texting...

summer breeze

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Summer has been all right so far. It has been pretty busy for me for a summer break from school, but I am trying to have fun at the same time. There is so much to do this summer! Reading - I must go back to reading, it is a passion of mine and my number one hobby. If only the Long Beach Main Library was closer, I hate the OC Pubic Libraries. Books kept me from doing anything like watching TV, socializing, eating, or sleeping! As nerdy and geeky this may sound, there is a thrill to it! :) Something else I should do..or start doing again is crocheting! I wonder if I lost my pro skills of crocheting, I have not done it since the first semester of college.

Anyway, yesterday I went to Disneyland and Disney California for the second time this year. It was freeeesies! And I love Eden for it <3> because she is my twinsies (well not anymore since I butchered my hair short). It was fun for a short amount of time. We were there from 11am-6pm ish. We did a lot! The rides were fun, waiting in line was fun, and posing for the cameras on the rides was fun. I guess I took too many photos, too, but oh well- it's something to look back to. In lines, we played Fact or Crap...we kept saying "True" or "False" though. Oh wells. Lynard became Cousin It - don't ask.